Well, I am 59 years old, and I have never married, but Ihave a 29 year old daughter with three lovely grandchildren. Yet they live away. My daughter, patting myself on the back turned out great. I at the time when she was young had my parents as rold models so that helped a lot. I would have loved to have been married, but I didn't want to marry just for married sake. Now at this age you can't find anyone that isn't divorced several tiimes. Been in bad relationships or just not dateable. I have had a lot of struggles lately. I went without electricity in my house for about 2 weeks. Cam yuu imagine walking a mile from work, to come home to a cold house. It was complete silence. I had to put on double clothes and basically just be cold. I got candes, and I would read by candels and at first flashlights. I was sick at the time also. I went to work, and didn't complain to anyone. I was upset that I wass kinda left in the dark to make a pun. I needed some help, and didn't get it. I had a friend for years. She is now I guess an alcholic. I tried before this happened to talk with her again. But, she can't be helped. She does not remember a conversation even if you had one with her. During this time she didn't even ask if I needed a shower, or anythhing. Well, she and I have parted ways as we can't talk. I miss her. The real her. She was my friend, but she just isn't her anymore. I am rambling I know.
Both my parents are dead now, and my only other sibling a brother also. So my only immediate family is daughter and her family. I quess I am feeling alone basically because I am. I have a cousin who has helped me a lot but I have to monitor how I talk with her, as we love each other but she is nothing like me. She is hysterical about who is the president, She is all into the gun control, which I an for gun control I can't talk to her about anything, she like unreasonable. She looks like she is going to have a stroke if anything is mentioned.
I work at a a job I hate, because I have to, That is for another time. My boss is bipolar. Need I say more. Nobody does what they are suppose to. I guess I have blogged enough for now.
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